HAVE YOURSELF A MERRY LITTLE MANTRA
This is one of a number of Mantra's that I try to live by. The others may be revealed as I go along here, or not! This is the kind of photo that makes me laugh, but it also inspires me to be less fearful of saying what I really feel. Not an easy thing to do; Not easy at all, especially with family.....sometimes their wrath is hard to take, I tell you!
But, it is something for me to aspire to, nevertheless.)
Looking at this picture reminds me of what I need to do to not be fearful of expressing whatever it is I 'Feel'!!!.....If I knew how, I'd make this my profile photo....I really identify with that little doggie, a lot , and, actually the big one too, who, though he is big he looks painfully vulnerable and very sweet, doesn't he? About trying to post my so called 'profile picture'.....I have read the bloody directions over and over and OVER, and cannot understand one thing about how to do this......It is amazing to me that the 'directions' Rachel gave me in a comment regarding the posting of pictures to my blog, were easier to follow than anything that I've seen on this site, so far....Hey, Rachel, maybe you should be writing the directions, and maybe you can explain to me how to post a picture to my profile! (lol)....Except, I'm not kidding, Rachel!
I don't really have a lot more to say right now...my mind is racing with so many ideas of the things that I will eventually be able to post, when I finally get that scanner (or do I need two kinds of scanners???---OY!)and, if I can hopefully understand those directions, well.....I am getting ahead of myself. The thing is, I'm not a stupid woman. I certainly may be a little dense at times,....but not really stupid; at least I don't think so. And by choice, I guess, I pretty much live my life alone and so I have learned to do a lot of complex things by myself.....true, I have had really good teachers, too; people who 'talked me through' the how of HOW to do something in a way that I could follow and learn....and as I said in a previous post, I have 6 VCR's and know how to program all of them, etc.....anyway, I'm bored with myself and the 'directions' problem.
It will all work out, (Oh me, of little faith,) it will. It must! See, here's where the 'fear' comes in....well, like that little doggie said to that big doggie.....I say it to me, Fuck Me!
And I mean that in the nicest way......